Creation of My Own Making

I'm Kelseyy Jane! I am all about positive outlooks to motivate me (because in real life I'm like: I don't want to do this weight loss bull crap, this shit is HARD) so on here you will only read good things.
Age: 20
Height: 5'10 (irish/swedish)
Body Type: Over-Weight Apple
Vice: Chocolate & Laziness
Current Workout: couch to 5k and Biggest Loser

HW: 222 (FML)
SW: 216 (10/04/11)
CW: 187.5 (UNDER THE BIG 200 woo woo)
GW1: 190 [x] reward: a pat on the back
GW2: 180 [ ] reward: a new pair of heels
GW3: 170 [ ] reward: a pair of skinny jeans
GW4: 160 [ ] reward: A bikini (gasp!!!)
GW5: 150 [ ] reward: a trip to the beach
UGW: 140 [ ] reward: lossing this much weight is a reward in and of itself :D

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Who I Follow

Project Red Dress was a SUCCESS!

*I am the tall albino on the left.  Compared to the sexy lady next me, I don’t look to shabby.  My weight is still 190lbs and going down.

fitting-into:

huge reason i don’t eat at mcdonalds. plus their food doesn’t even taste good… 

(via madyonamisson)

Well hi!

It’s been awhile…last time I even bothered to work out was Jan 4. 

I know the exact date because I ran 3 miles.  I ran 3 miles under 40 min. 

I was so proud of myself.  What happened to that girl?  She was finally getting her life on track: eating healthy, working out EVERY SINGLE FREAKING DAY, and writing everything down. 

It is so easy to “fall off the wagon”  and go back to the old unhealthy habits.  I don’t know how I let an entire month go by!  The time has gone by and I have nothing to show for it (except for turning 20, woot woot HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!). 

I am so freaking mad with myself. I gained back some of the weight.  I am now back to 199!  I made a promise that I wouldn’t allow this to happen.  I don’t want another year to go by feeling like this: just dreaming about a life being thin and healthy.  I am going to stop making excuses for why I can’t lose the weight. 

I made it my goal, my new year’s resolution, to lose weight and look hot in a bikini, and for whatever reason, I always seem to forget the bigger picture.

Or maybe that’s my problem, that the bigger picture of 50 lbs. seems too daunting to me.  When I look at it that way, it just seems impossible…

“but Kelsey, nothing is impossible, the word itself says I’M POSSIBLE”, says my imaginary yoda Audrey Hepburn.

  I need to start taking it one day at a time and be proud of my smaller accomplishments.  Because everything adds up.

I didn’t get this way overnight, and I am not going to change overnight.

 
So hello tumblr, nice to make your re-acquaintance!

Take control.

(via theskinnyveg)

(via size10plz)

youhavetoearnit:

Please let this be true.